precious moments

Oct 01

are we selfish to our emotions?

life  
we let it pass by  
not worrying about ourselves  
but others  

life  
we care for so many  
but not care for ourselves as much  

are we selfish?  
caring for others makes us a good person  
but i believe we are selfish to our emotions  
we are not caring for our selves  
we have issues  
but we run away from it  
and hope for the best  

then later we realize  
taht our issues  
exploded in front of us  
like a bomb  
unexpected  
harshly  

when people run away from their problems  
they dotn realize  
that its getting worse  

its like  
not worrying to pay your cellphone bill  
until the end of the year  
which will be  A LOT of money  

dont let life pass by you fastly  
yeah its good not to worry  
but its also good to deal with what your dealing with  
dont avoid the feeling  
talk about it  
write it down  
do something that will help you  
stop being selfish  
stop thinking about others  
and think about yourself for once  
becuase helpign others  
will not always help you.  

you need to go through your own  
before you try to help others who are goin through something  
learn from your own  
before you teach others.  



Oct 01

poetry (two years old)

there’s this guy, I do not like  
He walked away, out of my life  
With a smile, he hid all the lies  
Once again, sweet words washed my mind
 

We met in geology  
On a Tuesday night  
He stared in my eyes, deeply  
For him, it was love at first sight  

A light conversation  
Numbers exchanged  
A little flirtation  
Lead to our first date  

That night, we held hands  
He walked me to my car  
“Don’t be afraid my dear, I’m a real man  
Us both together, we can take it very far:”  

We went to the movies  
We gave our first kiss  
A little touch here and there  
Filled his heart with so much bliss  

For me it was just lust  
My heart can’t be open  
For this thing called love  
I don’t want it to be broken  


I gave him an opportunity  
To open my heart for love  
I thought to myself* is this reality*  
It all seemed unreal, just a fantasy

My heart was beginning to open slowly  
We dated for two days  
Everything seemed oh so wonderful  
Nothing got on our way  

There’s this guy, I do not like  
Without warning, he ran out of my life  
He left me with words unspoken  
Once more, my heart was fooled again